It Brought To Me A Self-satisfaction Warm Feeling:

It brought to me a self-satisfaction warm feeling: yes, I was all the same person, the colonel in the resignation, severely thrown out several years ago away from the provided existence, started in uncertainty and poverty abyss, but I was already other person who has won circumstances. The prosperity brought by cartographical firm and other institutions, were under my hand, became so considerable that we, founders, could afford from time to time sponsorship and charitable actions in relation to the officers dismissed from army, and the number of our allies steadily grew. And still, and still. There was no world in my soul! And not only because the wound left Alevtinoj burnt in it: This pain I have really managed and if in any occasion did not recollect Ale like anything and was not ill. No, brought confusion in my soul behaviour more and more . Telling, not behaviour, and mood more truly, I would tell though equal, but any sad. It did not sparkle, did not shine, was not shone, as before, but would assimilate like a matte lamp.