Saturday, April 21, 2007

And I Have Noticed Any Indifferent, Egor's Thrown

And I have noticed any indifferent, Egor's thrown on the hanging belly of mine the fleeting glimpse, and have suddenly seen Oleg his eyes: still young, but already swum away a fat, hiding behind the loud laughter and an active razzle-dazzle internal uncertainty. And as in inspiration in a flash at me has communicated together hundred imperceptible strokes, and I have understood authentically that it said lies to me recently about the office trip: Anywhere it did not go, and veins these days at Diana from whom like accidentally it would appear now nearby a feast, but this understanding at all has not touched me, though before that I was surprised to its flashed, any victorious sight thrown from under eyelids on me. And in my soul by itself the big-big question was born: and what for to me, as a matter of fact, Oleg?. So its destiny though, of course, to the similar decision I went gradually all last years has been at once defined also. It was simple to me there is nobody it to compare: as a matter of fact, between it and husbands of my girlfriends I simply did not observe special distinctions (including in bed).

Monday, April 16, 2007

I Laughed The Matter Off That Else "that

I laughed the matter off that else "that prince was not born, which me, a sleeping tsarevna, will wake, and itself in the meantime naturally ripened before comprehension of inevitability of the marriage. Already practically all my classmates in marriage, on their weddings I was developed and on weddings of other of the former schoolmates too - such strip in my life, and jealous feeling has gone: and I them than worse? - Already artfully is not present-is not present and sucked at my unshakable heart. And so I also strained instinctively in expectation of that prince to whom I will give the kiss; without bending the pure conscience. And when for something you wait, it and comes true. Or it seems to you that it comes true. The prince was! During a spring vacation already on the fifth year to us the letter and small the son of the fighting brother-soldier of my father, nowadays the deputy minister in home has brought. About, My God, that it was for the phenomenon - truly, the prince from a magic fairy tale! High - on half-heads above me, and I completely not small, elegant, dressed , but with taste and a step, hardly considerably smelling sweet as any import spirits - thin and tart, with a stare of clever and multiknowing eyes, polite and impudent simultaneously - such was Ippolit, the student-graduate BY, institute of the international relations of most elite of all " " high schools where accept on a call from above.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

And Here, As Specially To Cool Temperature Of

And here, as specially to cool temperature of it courtship, there was at me "a person from outside": at all ours, as they say, a circle. I after all still am not so much for earnings, how many as a hobby led excursions, including for visitors. And here once, when I have finished the story about literary Petersburg of a Pushkin time (My God, yes as it was difficult to drive such riches of bus time all at three o'clock!) and we have stopped at on a place of duel of Pushkin at Black small river and I have gone ahead of group to this tragical place, near to me the young man, high, , years of twenty-twenty two, has walked absolutely still no more. In the bus I have noticed it literally a look continuously turned on me. Well, and me to the old woman of twenty six years, what to such youths? It went nearby, and the sight stirred it to me directly as a mechanical hindrance, it was simply stuck to me in a head. From I moved to the bus already last, and it again went near to me and silently looked at me.