I Have Looked At An Alarm Clock: There

I have looked at an alarm clock: there were three o'clock in the morning. Has passed four hours! It has turned after, has nestled for an instant a breast on my back, as though having sent greetings, and continued to sleep, and I, will tell directly, have fallen asleep after that opening very much at all at once. How "I have reached a life such"? Who I in general am that? Was born fifty four years ago in Leningrad on Vasilevsky, in the same place has ended , in the same place on severe competition has arrived in the College of mines, whence a year later, from the second year has been called in army. So it has turned out that directly from a linear part have soon sent me to study as High courses of military cartographers upon termination of which have published the lieutenant with all possible both impossible confidential admissions and allowances. To serve in view of an acute shortage of shots of my specialisation have left at the Leningrad military district where I (not including distant and near business trips) and have sounded without small thirty years.

Notice, The Phenomenon Of Similar Youthful Appearance -

Notice, the phenomenon of similar youthful appearance - mass. What is gradually occurs in the civilised world what allows our sister to postpone the ageing period in weight? (Who will give, to an example, me my seventy four? Yes anybody! So, somewhere for fifty). And not only sister to postpone. Remember at Turgeneva: "the old man of years of forty has entered Into a room"? Now the forty-year man pretty often looks that your recruit (an another matter that other recruit looks hardly probable not under forty). What is up? Improvement. It speaks also more reasonable alternation of work and rest, and more a balanced diet, both playing sports, and successes of medicine, undoubtedly, and more safe, than before, a conditions of life for the majority of people. All this improvement, certainly, in our forces to apply to itself. Is available however and such factor over designated which at the conscious person defines, whether really all named principles work, whether influence on braking of a coming old age.

I Love You, Egorushka! No, I Not About

I love you, Egorushka! No, I not about "stolen" love - that you that you! I both do not steal, and I do not redden, here at me conviction the uttermost: I yours, for you, also can love - only you, and realise myself really I can only in this love here anybody another on your place could not be (more beautifully you, more cleverly, , more kindly etc., can be, but to me is necessary here such - you). What here larceny! I cannot on you look - that to you you became warm also have smiled, to touch - so that to you became quieter because that you have a reliable such. A companion. I can nothing in the . As the cripple a stump, without hands, without feet. And in pool where before it has decided not to go. (Slippers prepared has forgotten houses, but ten times has checked up, whether took a bathing suit). Floated without stops, without standing at a side, a whole hour, both was ill nothing, and it was turned nothing, and now - I smile, and not show very confidently any more I can, where was ill recently.

- What Is The Matter? - I Have

- What is the matter? - I have sharply enough asked. He has vaguely shrugged shoulders: - Even itself I do not know. To see, Anastas Artemevna, I was gone. You have ruined me suddenly. I will not return more to myself to Lipetsk province, I will remain here that you to see. - really so it is serious? - I have joked and itself have felt falseness of the words before such fire. He only has nodded a head. - and it is necessary to me? - I have asked it in the habitually rigid manner. - or my family? - I do not know, I can tell nothing now. Only anybody never so never will grow fond of you. I was gone. And I have felt that the nuclear fire in which he is not so free and if I touch him also I will burn down has woken up in this youth. There and then a motley round dance doubts habitual for me have run in a brain: and whether I am correct, the honours pupil, a vein and what special I with the dogmas of happiness has achieved? And can be, in that and the sense is hidden to live, without thinking of sense?.

And There It Became Already A Pity To

And there it became already a pity to me it, fastens, exhausted, to itself former it is not similar. I have whispered to it: - it is fine, today. It was necessary to see, how his eyes have lighted up, the back was straightened! And here we remained together in my room. I ask it: - Well you will do? How you all it want?? - And itself I wait that he all will tell about the love, will press my head to the breast, will whisper tender words. And suddenly I hear sober and constructive: - do not worry, I have studied a question, to you will not be sick almost, only you me obey. - about My God!. It efficiently has quickly dumped from itself(himself) clothes and by the light of a night lamp has asked: - It is possible to undress you? . The Blockhead! Yes unless so ask? Same achieve caress! I have frostily nodded, and he has begun to work, removing from me clothes. Dexterously, it is necessary to tell, it at it turned out, it is visible, not for the first time it unbuttoned hooks on a brassiere and pulled off panties from women.

Perhaps, A Reliable Support For Us Is Compatibility

Perhaps, a reliable support for us is compatibility calculation on years of a birth? Mutual relations here are looked through so obviously that so-called vector steams of type "owner-slave" are clearly visible even. These relations are stretched in all centuries and the countries. To the slave with the owner well how with anybody another and never, and to the owner with the slave too it is quite good. Sometimes, they live harmoniously as a uniform being, dissolving all psychological and protective covers. Writer Nina Berberova (Bull) writes about the relations with Vladislav Khodasevich (Dog): "Ordinary measures" the husband "and" the wife "," the brother "and" sister "to us would be immutable. My happiness was at all that property what can be defined words: pleasure, light, pleasure, well-being, pleasure, rest. It consisted in other: that I felt a life near to it more strongly, burnt with a life in its contrasts." Intensity "charge was sometimes such that any miracle seemed possible".

And I Already Knew Well That It Is

And I already knew well that it is time to come back to Anastass for felt, physically felt: the above the pleasure of Alevtiny rises, the simultaneously all falls level of viability Anastass more low. It is literally centimetres separate it from transient blackness and if it happens - will not be to me neither rescue, nor rest for ever and ever! Everything that could give Alevtine, I have given to it, she has learnt happiness to love and be favourite. Further the price of its pleasure became at the cost of the life other woman. It was time to say goodbye, but as - it I did not know, because it meant for me to jerk the soul with an intolerable pain. Why, why it is impossible to live with them both? I once asked a cautious question Anastass, she could imagine polygamous marriage? Unexpectedly easily she has answered, what yes, of course, she could live in peace and the consent with any woman close to me, but under one condition: if so it was accepted at us everywhere if it was universal norm.