Thursday, July 5, 2007

One Young, Fine Woman In The First Feeling,

One young, fine woman in the first feeling, the twenty five years' typist from my office, has escaped from tortures of hopeless love when has understood that I do not marry it, to Norilsk, but then have broken off the local contract and have come back - to new appointments and on new torments. Etc., etc. Why the sensation serious internal was aggravated? From increasing melancholy because of burdensome internal similarity of all these so different, outwardly so unlike women - because of their similarity in almost undisguised egoism. This egoism differently shown, was expressed in forcing me to serve their interests, to their purposes to put me to that team which will entail each of them to its purpose. I was necessary only as means. That I have purposes, the problems, the plans, the life, the tastes, at last, the individuality, did not think of it any of them: no if you love do and arrive how it is required to it, as to it it is convenient. I should reflect on that, as for Tomily was only a horse whom, appeasably wagging with a tail, dragged a cart with family luggage there where it was necessary for it.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

I The Husband, It Was The Main Thing,

I the Husband, it was the main thing, and all the rest was insignificant and particulars! The internal centres of my body and my head were filled with powerful and equal heat, I have felt their extending hot pulsation. Yes, has from top to bottom slipped the category and everything that is possible, has flared up. The feast has begun. It has begun to load food my plate. I , am outwardly indifferent, have asked it, than it is occupied. He has smiled and with an unknown openness in my circle has informed at once the main thing that here after unexpected demobilisation it has appeared cast ashore as fish after outflow, but does not think, and, on the contrary, wishes to create not much much concern which on the best in the world the equipment will print maps of all scales and appointments, including specialised guidebooks, and many other things. I have expressed opinion that it will organise all, probably, very difficultly. He has smiled, took from a table a napkin and has drawn on it "camomile": the circle with petals, that is the important compound affairs, each of which demands the singular solution, and all are together capable to form a wonderful flower - beautiful and very perspective business! I sat silently, having lowered a little eyelids, absorbing in myself this confident, cheerful, unshakable enthusiasm of the person which has lost all, and enjoyed the sensation, as a stream of oxygen after .

This Narrowness, It Recognised, Roots, In My Opinion,

This narrowness, it recognised, roots, in my opinion, first of all, in quite explainable absence of a support on specific female experience. Why, for example, to it would be not to recommend surprisingly effective remedy of disposal from neurosises? And he, for certain, and my dear to heart Egor, and millions men got to rigid alterations because of female psychopathy, unevenness and unpredictability of behaviour in course monthly at their girlfriends. How many dramas in the world are managed on this soil! But I have noticed and have tracked throughout already tens years that if these critical days the woman receives a light exposure maximum (natural or electric), its level considerably decreases, and all round it (without speaking about her) it becomes much better. It would be possible to tell about it in "Three whales of health"? Certainly. I will afford one more important critical judgement. If the author has begun to state the opinions at an example not a certain Anatoly Fedorovicha (Finjasovicha, Filippovicha etc.