Saturday, March 17, 2007

. Me, I Will Confess, A Little However Has

. Me, I will confess, a little however has jarred on the fatalistic conclusion in its Sermon: say, if to do nothing, disperse mildly. Really it is not clear that it is possible to approach to business from essentially other party: From primary attempt to pick up to itself of such friend (spouse) who as much as possible, ideally would correspond to your standards and ambitions? That there was no at all a divorce problem? Then - in case of good luck - what quantity of tragedies and bloody compositions in private life would manage to us to be avoided! Hardly probable not in every third case! Whether not so? And here, in an amicable way provoked by the favourite Nina Terentevny's meek mild suffering because of inevitability ostensibly a casual lottery of our destinies, I have tried to understand that, how much accident and a method of painful tests and errors are inevitable in a life. It seems indisputable that the main thing for successful marriage - finding of such partner in life, with which coincidence of your basic interests will be not short-term (we will tell, under the influence of the rough passion which however have quickly boiled, so quickly and fallen down), but as much as possible long.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I Very Much Love You. The Truth. You

I very much love you. The truth. You do not know - at me were five years , from hospital in hospital, - such chapter in my life! From operation in operation. Well, I will write sometime (I will not tell?). Every night - in an hour as I will fall asleep, I wake up and I lie hour three-four, almost to an alarm clock call. Is not ill neither heart, nor soul (it at me - the right heart, somewhere above a stomach is). But - you lie, you are awake. Though frightens this night absence of such habitual and necessary ritual, any menacing calmness. Ridiculously to resort to tablets if I know that it such. It from understanding, Egor, and the whole month. Should live without you. I am blissfully happy in wood. Certainly, this happiness at me o you is inseparable. Though you also did not push me, but have risen on skis - because of you. Also has run on them - because of you. Awfully it would be desirable to walk on skis - with you. Though at me and not god knows what "birds". And the left sock is bandaged by a tape.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Then Have Fallen Not Only All Former "taboos"

Then have fallen not only all former "taboos" in sphere of an intimate life, but essential revolution in sights at a family, at the rights of the woman in family has come true also, and is wider than that, in an intimate life. And here this stream has almost free rushed in moral oceans of our fatherland after destruction at us the Iron Curtain in 60-70 Has rushed and has started turning, as weightless chips, millions and millions our fellow citizens and especially which have apprehended again found norms with sufficient ease because our economic poverty has made even by then material possibilities of men and women. And so far as "M" could not provide any more financially completely the wife and a family, has so soon found the equal rights with it on manufacture and in a public life. And in home life! And if again we will recollect that the quantity of really worthy "M" in our distressful power was wars, dispatches and camps and has decreased initial level on ten millions men of the most active age and an active way of life in a similar situation expansion of female independence became is almost boundless.