Thursday, October 25, 2007

However For The Next Day I Have Conceded

However for the next day I have conceded it and to demagogical speeches and what sharp again the pain has tested, and the main thing - there was at me a steady negative reflex on affinity! Neither I, nor at it had that that petting experience (external caresses), but even such we did not hear a word, and as a result I have again shouted and have flung away it, the poor creature when it has straight off got into my tormented bosom with the dry stick, both have begun to sob bitterly. Away my hunting to home life building also has for a long time-for a long time flown away!. Again for the night I was clamped in a lump, lying a back to it and having seized the shorts as in last hope, and I do not know - on fingers each and all, likely, there were our so-called contacts within a year, and what miracle I have conceived nevertheless Maxim - it to me not to explain. And outwardly - shine and prosperity. have decided to leave in postgraduate study at BY, considering its high perspective qualities.

Important, Of Course, That You Were Able To

Important, of course, that you were able to correct, soften, specify arising divergences of courses - for the sake of their constantly parallel and close movement, but it is much more important, that these courses have not been initially programmed on the different directions abruptly dispersing after short-term crossing. Perhaps, theoretically everyone is capable to get on with everyone, and everyone, on the contrary, with everyone? After all there were no problems with divorces in serf families of Russia, and like relative calm and a smooth surface reign now in families of near and far east abroad. Yes, like so, but, on the other hand, young Katerina as about that playwright N.Ostrovsky has told, has rushed in a XIX-th century to water from the spouse of not darling. And Aksinja Astakhov, beaten-interrupted by the husband, forever it was stuck by heart to Grigory Melehovu, yes so desperately, as it, Grishki, wife Natalia aspired to finish itself, and Aksinja has gone with it to runaway and death has accepted.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

We Have Risen Against Each Other, And Any

We have risen against each other, and any force has suddenly forced us to embrace closely. "Forgive me", - I have whispered. He has answered nothing, only has shortly sobbed, as has taken a nap. He has fitfully kissed me on a head and, abruptly having turned, left a room. Then almost at once has returned, took from a table my statement behind which has arrived, has enclosed it in a case, has bowed and, without lifting eyes, has left for ever. I remained dissolved with the small child on hands. So the first part of my home life has come to the end. As in public opinion I have appeared guilty though guiltless, some kind of a victim of a ruling clan the relation to me was basically good. Not much was such who gloated over on a theme "Has bitten off a piece not after a drink". To me even have suggested to finish postgraduate study on the chair. I have thanked the professor, promised to think. But the system of my sights already looked at all so rectilinearly, as earlier when I rejoiced each of three gold medals.

) - The Deserved Doctor Of Republic Which, Being

) - the deserved doctor of Republic which, being lonely, already at a pension age, has gone under the announcement to my family the housekeeper exclusively for the sake of dialogue. And, my God you wash, that only unique and invaluable not I from this great doctor-gynecologist with the fifty years' experience and enchanting destiny! Truly, it was the Academy. And I will ask to Evgenie Iosifovnu (either Tamara Pavlovnu , or Olga Romanovnu etc.) in this book to explain to heroes of a narration what from grants cannot be learnt, perhaps, but that is capable to decorate and facilitate a multidifficult intimate life of the man and the woman (here to me have seemed erotic tanks Ruboko Sho as a poetic epigraph are pertinent). Here I have conceived to offer such quartet of executors to readers, and what play these musicians will play, from parts, in what composite and voice-frequency, sequences - time will tell. Accenting word-combination in a joke which I have resulted as an epigraph, is the sheaf "on a freebie" (I do not know, whether it is translated on other languages).

Monday, October 22, 2007

Former Certificates Just To What Deep Did Not

Former certificates just to what deep did not testify because I the lived basically separately from the former spouses: they had life, the interests, at me - the. And now I was for-husband, and its affairs and care became my own because burning interest was caused in me literally by everything that concerned this person who has powerfully involved me in the orbit as the Earth draws the Moon or as the Sun holds on an eternal leash and forces to rotate round itself the Earth. It any more was not the officer, and I never was before in a role of the officer wife, but, it seems to me, I with readiness and sincere pleasure became for it such woman who can be the officer wife in its limit, in an ideal of this word. When it came tired and anxious, I did not turn out on his head a fetid pot small and serious troubles, did not throw out on a complaint table (and how many they would be typed!) on these the prices, for disobedience of children, for insidiousness of colleagues, no! I always remembered an old Russian introduction: "You me give to drink, feed, in , and then and extort".

Sunday, October 21, 2007

If We Love Each Other, God In Us

If we love each other, God in us stays, and Its love is perfect is in us. 1st John 4: 12 My God, whether yes I could sometime earlier and in thoughts to hold, what all my female life to a meeting with Egor was no more, than a fog and a soul and body iron sleep? Whether yes it was thought to me, what highly experienced mother of the two children born from two lawful husbands, the woman who has learnt in thirty-year with superfluous biography to dozen, probably, other men except them, what I was no more, than the virgin, than the untouched girl who does not dare to assume, what fiery feelings, what thermonuclear explosions of passion deeply hidden in it, have ripened? When this tremendous overturning all nature madness has begun with me, I have recollected and have transferred to Egor the story of the old French writer how two furious lovers left after a meeting on a back of a wooden bed memorable notches on account of the pleasure. I have laughed over those ardent French aristocrats who for a honeymoon have scratched all whether twenty, whether thirty marks.