Saturday, June 30, 2007

And Besides, What Good Would Leave, If I

And besides, what good would leave, if I attacked it frontally, would saw and reproached? And Ivan Ivanovich at me truly an eagle became, when in public I showed its reading and writing for invention because it was quiet and silent. At first it beat off yes spoke: "it is not necessary, empty all it!" - but then it is wonderful before visitors revealed, because its reason was really persistent and freakish and could see in depth coupling of causes and effects there where the usual sight slid, without being late. And having received inspiration, it the man that became necessary, and in bed, after leaving of visitors, it too was the Great Inventor, may he rest in peace!. There is a possibility considerably to reduce time of your mutual understanding and , this way was offered me by unforgettable my Peter Aleksandrovich. At first our acquaintance (it was in hospital where I in combination took half-rates in surgery, and it lay after operation on a stomach) it, without giving a sign, with humour watched, how I searched to it for keys yes approaches.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Not Severe The Solitary Man, But The Happy

Not severe the solitary man, but the happy family man, the owner of the surprising beauty betrayed i to it entirely as it was accepted in olden time in Russian - families! It absolutely, means, other core at the person, this condition of the person happy, even in something not clear against numerous around, yes, it is a leader doubtless, - so or approximately so developed at them in a subcortex. And to Egor from within and me from outside much has opened in these people, we have understood, on whom it is possible to rely carelessly and with whom it is necessary to hold an ear, and this my smart dress striped, carried in which that formal dinner party cost, has helped Egor subsequently time and again and two to pass serious breakages on every possible potholes of a course of life. In the evening, having seen off visitors, we with it began to assort a table, to carry in kitchen ware, to place chairs. It for an instant has stopped me, has looked in eyes and has told: "Thanks, you, Nasteha" - and are playful a forehead in a forehead.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Diamond Cut Diamond. But, Maybe, The Reason Lay

Diamond cut diamond. But, maybe, the reason lay more deeply? After all Maxim was the jealous boy, and in its shower the insult ripened: in the bosom of the family he practically did not know the father and did not remember, and it was the unique centre of attention. There was then Oleg whom - you want do not want - has deprived of its monopoly for exclusiveness. Then there was Olechka, and a circle of my time intended to it, was still narrowed. And here here has entered into our life and Egor. Also has not simply taken root, but has entered as its owner. In family hierarchy Maxim was removed far back with exclusive before the central place, and my attention became, naturally, to receive is less. And its latent jealousy because still inflamed that he how we with Egor were happy the love could see, not feel. I not the psychologist to take root into secrets of its subconsciousness - not my trade, but now I am deeply assured that the insult, bitterness, jealousy, feeling on mother, envy to a stranger and other dark feelings quite irrationally grew in its small wounded soul and moved there, as a ball of venomous snakes.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Generally, I Am Not So Attentive To Women's

Generally, I am not so attentive to women's dresses, but the life with Nastej has accustomed me to encourage female diligence in this area, and I at other employees cheerfully and have respectfully responded about its jacket, or as there it at them is called: "About, Alevtina Sergeevna to what successfully you have picked up today the blue eyes to this dark blue peignoir!" - I thank, the chief, you are extremely kind today, - is unusually dry, she as cut off has answered, without coming off the calculator. This restraint, of course, by contrast, was noticed by all present, but at heart I have supported its new manner of dialogue-distance: the good fellow, the clear head has solved the same as I! If!. Day has begun to flow, as usually: calls, meetings, visits of suppliers, production workers, calls of employees, , , correspondence viewing etc., etc. By the end of day when I have opened a leather folder "To the report" where employees at me and without me on a mutual arrangement put all judgements, offers, remarks, projects and healthy, always the signed criticism, I have seen in it the thick, carefully stuck envelope without a uniform word on a face sheet.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

And I Was Happy, When I Could Reach

And I was happy, when I could reach a plate. I assimilated at this time to the Creator Heavenly which of a mash and chaos of diverse elements has created the fine world in the harmony. Like the Creator I brought spirit of love life-giving in the creations, and there was truly a divine food - nectar and from the most simple at first sight potatoes, sour creams and greenfinches. Even the simple meal with which the woman during manufacturing sates with the love, the benevolence and tenderness to near, becomes life miracle, and if I in target that is called, dispersed and , for example, the Ukrainian borsch from thirty eight components, that, I think, at tenants at all entrance slobbers from fragrant aroma, well flew, and my family simply howled from pleasure, and Egor the direct pleasure not only differed from children, but, on the contrary, the first got them on delights and even made rough "applause" (as he spoke, "passing in an ovation") in honour of mum's cooking when I appeared in a drawing room with a new dish (on weekdays we, of course, ate in kitchen).