Saturday, January 17, 2009

Very Much - It Was Very Pleasant To

Very much - it was very pleasant to move to me a palm-in-palm with favourite, so fine, graceful which became my destiny, my happiness! She all time gasped with delight, fingered me both apropos, and without cause. That its attention involved overflowed walking ("Have gone, Egorushka, have gone!. Oh, no, such turn.) That any lady's wears, the musicians diligently strumming on wind instruments strong memorable classics. And my consciousness was both here, and not here. - business kind and nice, but I could not disappear from that clear understanding anywhere that the husband, that is the defender, the supporter and this surprising woman so made by a body and soul, entrusted to me the life and the children. Their well-being - here sense of my existence. Yes, of course, it should be interesting and healthy me from my works so repeats Anastas constantly ("Yes operate you, Egorushka, on the understanding with whom it is necessary to you approach, with whom you want - run up, on sateen shorts for you I will always earn").

Thursday, January 15, 2009

I Do Not Know That She Has Seen,

I do not know that she has seen, but for an instant our sights have faced, I have recoiled from a window, it was again floated-has begun to rock together with all and has disappeared behind trees. - It is possible to clean? - Pogodi, Petrovna, begin with that edge. - I did not know that to me to do with letters. - and, however, operate. Be healthy, I have gone. I have thrown a package with letters in the diplomat and have moved - not home, and to a public garden there at liberty to read them. I read this confession more than one and a half hours, and the uneasy thought all time sharpened me: I well will tell Anastass? If was late, why has not called?. About My God, yes I do not wish to say lies, I do not wish to live a double life have had suffered much already this poison! But it is necessary to read - letters tightened the sincerity, the frankness, force of the feeling and ability to express this feeling literally. I have involuntarily tested also deep respect for the owner of similar gift inaccessible to me.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

As They Say In Letter . . Roerich

As they say in letter . . Roerich from May, 9th, 1934: "All symbols of Androgina have for an object to specify in necessity of two Beginnings for Space for all its displays for a life and balance. But all legends about affinity of souls are based on great true for unity, merge of two Beginnings are put in the primary law. The Magnet put in the Beginnings, should on an extent transformations and clarification transmutations to collect and connect the separated Beginnings. It also is great end or Space Wreath". How the person of this Wreath is particularly capable to reach? In the letter from August, 17th of the same 1934, devoted to discrepancy consideration between the basic natures of parents (for from here results, on E.I.Roerich, spiritual decomposition), we read: "it is final, on a horoscope even at small knowledge of an astrology existing now, it is possible to define, what element is closer to the given person. But the knowledge means the basic accessory of grain to spirit. Besides, not only on elements and the basic star, under which beams spirit grain has arisen (not persons), should be combined people, but exists still the basic space law named the space right.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Will Dare In Given Place Of This Narration

Will dare in given place of this narration cautiously to come up with the idea for a long time owning me, but while capable to shock public opinion. As I authentically know that thought washing is true and after a while people will be, shrugging shoulders, to be perplexed "who of it does not know" so far as I nevertheless will designate it for it has a direct bearing on a theme " - ". The matter is that any public event is made not only in the material plan, but also in consciousness, and in feelings human. And this non-material aura shrouding it, and this non-material trace remaining subsequently not only in human memory, but in durable (the eternal?) memories of the noosphere surrounding our surprising planet, on the business it is not less significant, than material consequences events. My God, to what it is superficial, , those historians or contemporaries - commentators who lean only against especially physical, rough, powerful, visible lines of this or that phenomenon false, deceitfully judge! So for example, whether the conclusion about happiness of this or that family, leaning exclusively on the inventory inventory of their cases, crystal and electronics will be true? Clearly that out of the account of the sincere world and the consent in this or that family the penny to it will be the price.