Thursday, September 4, 2008

Hence, Their These Or Those Physical, Sincere, Moral

Hence, their these or those physical, sincere, moral qualities which became accenting in a choice were looked through also! About My God to what the choice of these accents is whimsical! How to be with an invincible physiological inclination of the approximate chairman of collective farm Simeon Davidov to such alien to it by all social and moral principles to an element, how loose woman Lushka Nagulnova from "Newly ploughed virgin soil"? And how to be, if on all without an exception the person to you approaches parametres, yes here from a smell of a skin it you turns back? Not such it and a private question, excuse: eventually all history of our planet, in it the generalised kind, has moved because of this ostensibly the small reason absolutely other way! After all Adam's first wife, fiery Lilit, the smell of crude clay from which her spouse has been created madly irritated, and continuous quarrels and the conflicts have started to shake their family way, one is worse than another. It was necessary to the creator to create in situation correction for Adam other wife - from to the husband of a material.

That It Is Necessary To Me? You Understand,

That it is necessary to me? You understand, to arrive or arrive - anywhere (what difference!). And to carry out the dichajshe-impracticable desire: to put you on a curbstone at bed a water glass. Then - I can leave, after all I, can, and flied-went because of this glass. Me conscience because of your of that time, dozing: "And why you have not prepared water, at me at night the throat dries?" Clarifications, whether you understand, thirst. If you have seen this glass, maybe, you would understand, how I live with the dried up throat - without you. There is you, and there are I a little of that time "freedom drinks", and everything that without you, at my new ups and downs, same all - any awful absurd, any deceit, a dream. Not the dream is only when it is possible to touch you, when it is possible, without looking at all, to feel: you - are, you - here it. And generally I live so: and last minutes this day - with you, and the first - the following, and day all then - too. Anything and anything me does not take: Neither time, nor any "self-guarding" feelings.

Monday, September 1, 2008

I Love You. I Love You, Egor! I

I love you. I love you, Egor! I love. To me and it is sick for you, and it is awfully insulting that all good in me - by you, not for you, and my love - useless for you. And if?! I will buy lottery tickets and to play a sport lotto. I will win the car and I will save up very much many money. I will go somewhere to caucasus. I will find courageous mountaineers. I will give them the car and money. I will live in a lonely hut and all to look at road. And once! They!! Will ride!!! And through a saddle at them something will lie in black !!!! It they will steal you. And I will tell: "you Will live here the whole month. You can not in idleness - search for minerals". And they will shake the daggers: "Zarezhim!" And you will be frightened also month will live with me. Be not afraid, we will not die: they will bring to us meat, bread and wine. I love you, Egor! I love you. And can, and not it. Perhaps and another. So even it will be better. There is a hope to stay any time together. After all physicians in a dispensary if they still to eat, survey you will want once, well and on me they cry for a long time.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

So For The First Time I Have Appeared

So for the first time I have appeared before the man absolutely nude. Though and at hardly visible light of a night lamp, but nevertheless the naked. And it was absolutely bared - in all details. I stood about a bed and did not know what to do. - Means so. Is better, if you across a bed become back to me and will rest against it . Without objecting, I have obeyed and has appeared in a pose of a mare before reception of a stallion. I, Anastas, proud Artemis, the person, and suddenly - in a pose of a mare! He has busy asked me to dissolve feet more widely, and has begun to rummage the member in search of an input in my causal place. Whether has found, whether is not present, I do not know, it has sharply pressed, and the improbable pain has jerked from within all my body, has reduced a spasm a stomach bottom, has braided all and has responded the sharp needle which has pierced through heart. I was turned out, have jumped and without remembering myself, what lead from a shoulder to it have gone!.