My God, How Many Pleasures, Emotions And Delights

My God, how many pleasures, emotions and delights delivered it those trifles which we got before! And now it concerned even magnificent gifts most likely with indifferent curiosity. - Has gorged on, mother? Or ? - I when she easy having looked on brought by me for her a package somehow have in a fit of temper exclaimed, have put it aside and continued to be engaged in on kitchen the affairs. It without a smile and anger has looked at me and has shaken a head: - Is not present, Egor, not . Only what for to me all it? - As what for? After all it so is beautiful, so to you will go! - and what for? Itself think: after all I live, as the widow, at the live husband. - as the widow? - I was taken aback. - and where my husband? Where? Where? - It has lifted hands and has serially looked to itself of an armpit, then for a kitchen door. - will order to sit at home? - I. - and affairs by itself will become? - Affairs, - she has stretched an equal voice. - yes, it, of course, the most important thing in a life.

Certainly, To You Annoyingly That, Loving It, You

Certainly, to you annoyingly that, loving it, you prepare a breakfast, children collect, to news since morning by radio do not listen to allow to it to sleep. But after all all it is repeatedly compensated by its wonderful kind nature, wide coincidence of your sights at the world and people, yours , its readiness in all important questions to follow you and to support you. As to a subtlety of its perception and , considerably surpassing yours, its passions in the bed admiring you, its special knowledge causing your respect - all it also is fine resonant addition to kind general basis of a joint life. If to return to a gastronomic example as to a metaphor: start up at it there will be five favourite dishes from which three are quite comprehensible to me, and from my five - four quite to it to liking, it means that we will quite get on, I can be not worse, than at. A variant of all of five coinciding, and even even more interestingly. A trouble if at it, speaking in images, in valuable to a number of the five first places occupy such dishes any of which I and on spirit do not transfer.

Having Tried Sweet, You Will Not Want Bitter,

Having tried sweet, you will not want bitter, whether not so? I see, how the gifts Egor wishes to throw the gorge which suddenly has arisen between us, and gifts not the private soldiers expensive, even the magnificent. I also have pushed away him, have offended the most secret in its vanity, it has left then from us, and for a long time. I do not know, how I have endured this separation, but here it has returned, and the precipice between us has remained. Yes, I am guilty. But after all it is stronger than me, more cleverly, is more senior, more wisely! After all he how I suffer, how the house sees, yes unless to him it is good in this cold? No, it should turn all, after all it my husband, I for-husband, for the supporter, the defender, ! If it on it does not have forces, what for then to me all its another matters? I will live also itself, to anybody I will not be obliged, on anybody I will not begin to count! Or most this glacier to kindle, find forces, that its heart has thawn? I do not know, does not remain at me internal resources and how its heart you will warm up if it does not get out of business trips also the end to edge it is not present and it is not expected? My God, if you are, dissolve to Egor eyes on my trouble! I am taught already a good lesson by destiny enough.

ANASTAS. Inspiration Why, Why?. Why Since Any Bad

ANASTAS. Inspiration Why, why?. Why since any bad day the life at us has gone ? Why on change of violent pleasure which could kindle all which could even create a miracle how when I the world have got out of a gangster limousine why on change to it, wonder-working, the melancholy has come, not leaving oppression on heart has come?. Earlier I home flied from everywhere where was, with impatience without choking almost. My eyes burnt, cheeks flared: just about now I will meet it, with my Egorushkoj, with my live breath, with love long-awaited, with a flame , with my happiness, with my man, with my wise husband and the fire lover who has opened for the first time to me me, with my ideal of the person which always arrived on honour and justice, now I will meet that my embodied dream about which to a meeting with it I even did not know, did not think!. So happens, why I began to come back home without hurrying up, any internal feeling , and houses too I do not live any more, and I exist? Why I as a mechanical doll potter with children, exactly, without a spark, I communicate with employees on chair and with students why I avoid meetings and conversations with parents whom all feel and, I know, take hard my condition?.

What Difference: After All If You With Me

What difference: after all if you with me "where" can be everything: both mountains, and caves, both desert, and a taiga, and anybody, and (near to you I unless will notice others!). No, one, perhaps, a condition: that there were no very beautiful women nearby. I you, naturally, somehow cannot present - nothing doing (as I can not present that to me - most! - it is possible to depart, refuse voluntary you). Therefore here so would like: that also business became, and I could be nearby with you. Actually, also it is the consolatory factor: we live on one continent with you. Would be worse, if I - here, and you somewhere in Australia. Has terribly carried! Yes? It seems, I have already forgotten that represented to you, it is so much in me is defined by you - without direct your "instructions". All in me and all out of me: both snow, and a wind, both the sun, and public transport, and any trifle, are perceived through you. Here - destruction probably, perhaps, only at chemical level: to dissolve me most, to destroy my connection of atoms.

From The Treatise Of The Priest And Philosopher

From the treatise of the priest and philosopher Anatoly Zhurakavsky "Secret of love and sacrament of marriage" (Kiev, magazine "Christian thought", 1917, No 1). Lovely my woman, not too is a lot of in scales of a life of mind and forces it is necessary to put, that your friend, whether the husband, whether the lover, so to say, was capable. Create the world in his soul, regularly support its functional abilities, learn to clear up in it fire longing, and your spouse always will be as it should be as the mushroom in a brine, will not be gone, will not verminate. Both to it it is good, and to you it is nice. But here in what a problem of problems: that appearance of our sister, women, withers faster, than at representatives of the so-called stronger sex. And, you want you do not want, your time runs faster its time. Here there were you, for example, in the vital route early in the morning, equally young and beautiful, it even is more senior you, but by a dinner, lo and behold, you already and have overtaken it, look, as elder sister, and by a supper, pretty often, can already descend and for its mummy - with all from here following.

Naturally: The Woman Sits In A Cave Either

Naturally: the woman sits in a cave either in a hut, or in the lock, which time the pregnant woman, with a heap of children, and their survival practically entirely depends on activity and activity of its worker and . What from that, my darlings , what since then much water has flowed under the bridges, and we not only became quite independent of "owner-patron", but also in a sexual life we can give other hundred points forward? The psychology growing from the most ancient genes of leadership, anywhere has not got to! It is possible not to reckon on an iota with it, it is possible to break and humiliate it in word and deed as "patron" who rolls on a sofa in front of the TV while you plough at a plate, having got tired before that on work, such parasite would give like all grounds for jeer and neglect. But think of that bad public history which almost from families and has put half of fathers at a family wheel of women. Estimate also thought on that bad economy which has distracted men from schools and has everywhere put teachers our sister.