Saturday, November 3, 2007

And Houses In This Sense There Was A

And houses in this sense there was a bog, no more that. Here what it turns out: you enter into a mirror where Egor sees, and there Ippolit sits. You Enter into a mirror where three beauties sit, it will be stirred up for an instant, - lo and behold, and you among their muzhiks. Artful magic in this grey, in this dim World behind the looking-glass is created, as if any bad magician. The unique truthful word will suffice me that it to name: illiteracy! However, it is possible also two words: general illiteracy. THE AUTHOR BROADCASTS IN SEARCH OF HARMONY (The book in the book) Part the first Epigraphs to the head - After all at animals the same as and at people, the mortal nature tries to become whenever possible immortal - eternal. And reach it it can only one way - a child-bearing, leaving every time new instead of the old. Immortality for the sake of zealous this love accompanies all on light. Having listened to its speech, I was amazed and have told: - it is fine, wise Diotima.

Friday, November 2, 2007

I Cannot, I Will Not Leave, Egor. It

I cannot, I will not leave, Egor. It - not from egoism, not from cruelty. The unique form of my existence - to love you. But works natural feeling: requirement to protect you from all possible troubles, attempts - including, hence, and from me most. To become crazy! Because at all my subordination to it is "I love", defining all my today's life, the core here not in it is I love YOU. Here a situation! Something you understand? In my opinion, men not that that are not capable to understand female psychology, and - pretend that do not understand, as so - it is more convenient. Foolish situation! Without you I cannot. It not whim, not a whim, the obsession not hammered into the head. I want nothing, all - in you, both all interests, and all sense - what operation could remove you from me?! Completely to update blood? But you - if you would be only in blood! And bones? With them what to do?. But, on the other hand, and come to you too I can not. Liking to die? But for some reason it is not died.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

And Consequently I Am Necessary To You. And

And consequently I am necessary to you. And I for you - the person obedient and operated. You can turn me in any party (only not from yourself!) - and it not shameful humility, is the happiest requirement - completely to submit to you. My God, what this happiness that at me is this film! When I listen to you, yours a voice - I die absolutely of this pleasure, awfully it would be desirable the tape recorder, this box, in which - your voice. I love you. And the photo is! I all the same, probably, not so long still will hold on, it it is impossible to live with such love - to push it back, in myself - a hand, two. me forces, apparently, come to an end. I cannot do anything, I can be engaged in nothing. Only you. It is not necessary to close eyes at all - hardly to concentrate, absolutely small effort - hardly sharpness to correct - and such you the present, such you - not from a photo - - nearby! My God, yes be materialised at me in the house! No, I am not right: I do not have something concrete where I would like to be with you.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Also That Else It Is Necessary To The

Also that else it is necessary to the person, if there can be here such minutes!. It is quite possible to live to one on a desert island. Here saw you in office cold, angry, "ferro-concrete". You know, I such - love you more. Perhaps because I at first the such have seen you, in the softness before us you poto th so at a distant day - was. And has grown fond - such. Kindness - it can be and can not be. And it - in you does not leave, this yours. And now, when for you heart when I wait for everything - for myself, I now sharply feel, what I happy: there is here such you, and I love you. Only as breath - is natural and easy at me again on lips usual: , native mine, my sun, I love you, I very much love you! And any seams any . I so live, so I breathe. Well, as one companion composes the historical novel: as he breathes, and writes. You at me such proof and courageous: as I extort from you mentally any " ", keep firmly. Well and it is correct. But each your kind word - ogo th that means! Here - though and without special concreteness, but - from "strangers" - has separated, "native" - ! And - I exult about it.

Monday, October 29, 2007

So The Legend About Vague Souls Has The

So the legend about vague souls has the deep basis. And this law is traced in stars. Ancient knew how to read these tracings; the Key to them was stored at high Devoted. But now this knowledge in hands of the corrupted mankind would bring more than a grief and disasters, rather than advantage and happiness. That is why it is necessary to specify in these laws, as accessible only to a future science. But to specify in their existence follows, it is necessary, that the thought has got used to work in this direction ". That, we will get used to this thought. For now we will fix in the consciousness the following: one group of astrologists specifies that should be combined only with signs on the . It means that born under the badge of water, for example, should search to itself for partners in life under this sign, and all the rest - from crafty. Other group of astrologists firmly assures that is better carriers of diametrically carried signs, for example are combined. A Taurus - the Scorpion, and their signs: the earth and water, - will harmoniously add each other.