Monday, October 27, 2008

. Well, Not To Annoy, Not To Cause Your

. Well, not to annoy, not to cause your protest, whether that. You know, and I all time of catching on feeling of fear. Perhaps it is all not that you very much have intimidated me (I I love you, you I love, Egor!), and from my sober view on itself and on the (my) acts: eternally me not there will bring, I am immemorial behind myself to fault I feel. - Probably, it is primordially Russian line cast in: "On the thief the cap burns", "the cat Feels, whose meat has eaten" etc. Your yesterday's phrase has simply touched me on work: "It is remembered, you wished to help me". Here it "is remembered" - is delightful! Comes such big, with a trunk, into this, well as it, a crockery bench, and tries there itself to conduct elegantly. It is not necessary to you of any introductions and transitions. To me - you should write so: "Urgently make." Also list that is urgent. It is possible to add: "Also do not take in head to tighten with it!" You understand what to be somehow useful to you is not my desire, it both the purpose, and sense and where, interestingly, elementary your guess while you question: whether I will disagree.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

. What For? - In My Soul All Has

. What for? - In my soul all has broken, and I have departed where to emptiness. - an incubator on deducing of blockheads potentially explosive device. It not for me. - Maxim not the blockhead!. - while - yes, but to it it becomes fast and it is irreversible under a wing of the brood hen convinced of the correctness. - you offend me? You any more do not love me? I tell a gospel-truth. Excuse, at me meeting, - and frequent short hooters in a tube. I have gone, up hill and down dale. No, it is incorrect: I have moved, as blind, anything before myself without seeing. I choked with insult, from its cruelty. Obviously, I spoke aloud because passers with astonishment looked back at me. I will not begin to tell about the subsequent life: it was illness, it is similar to heavy mental depression. A life? No, I did not wish to live, I only mechanically moved, carried out any functions and all time talked to Egor. No, I did not argue any more with it, I only asked it: how you could, such strong and correct so it is severe to manage with me? Unless my fault is so great, what I have deserved the death sentence? For certain, all the matter is that he has stopped loving me.