And To Wish Good Luck At First -

And to wish good luck at first - you. Then - to parents. I love you, and all the best - let will be to you. I love you, Egor! I love you! Impossible, foolish, painful, happy existence. Everything that I do, all with whom I communicate - all and all where - that aside because there is you, and I love you. Also I rejoice to each new leaflet, each stroke so promptly coming summer, such. Not boring, always unique - weather. And - such indifference to, to the life in general. And usual weight from this " ", an artificial life, from sensation of its temporariness, fragility, uselessness: I love you! And - never - not to look to myself in eyes - it is fair, not to admit that - I know, I understand all about myself and about you: because - I love you! And - contrary to it, pleasure: yes there is you at me and so - it is a lot of you! When I think of you, I speak with you, at me it first of all is uttered: native mine. I Speak - without you - confidently, and I write and it is shy, and being rather afraid of you.