Having Tried Sweet, You Will Not Want Bitter,

Having tried sweet, you will not want bitter, whether not so? I see, how the gifts Egor wishes to throw the gorge which suddenly has arisen between us, and gifts not the private soldiers expensive, even the magnificent. I also have pushed away him, have offended the most secret in its vanity, it has left then from us, and for a long time. I do not know, how I have endured this separation, but here it has returned, and the precipice between us has remained. Yes, I am guilty. But after all it is stronger than me, more cleverly, is more senior, more wisely! After all he how I suffer, how the house sees, yes unless to him it is good in this cold? No, it should turn all, after all it my husband, I for-husband, for the supporter, the defender, ! If it on it does not have forces, what for then to me all its another matters? I will live also itself, to anybody I will not be obliged, on anybody I will not begin to count! Or most this glacier to kindle, find forces, that its heart has thawn? I do not know, does not remain at me internal resources and how its heart you will warm up if it does not get out of business trips also the end to edge it is not present and it is not expected? My God, if you are, dissolve to Egor eyes on my trouble! I am taught already a good lesson by destiny enough.