My Darling! My Forces Are Settled. I Cannot

My darling! My forces are settled. I cannot hide the thirst more. Not to find a universal shame in eyes of associates, I should leave. Forgive, forgive, forgive me!" Also it is hard - a resignation at own will. As in a fog, with the squeezed heart I spent , to which time. My God, has called Anastas!. Yes, the life knits sometimes such knots, writes such plays which, purposely you will not compose as try: both, as have agreed, have acted simultaneously. Yes, however, to both it was simultaneously very thin, as well as to the third. Easy enough, not to show employees the ropes the personal events I has answered with the dry reference to employment, has hanged up and has continued meeting. Anybody has understood nothing, only at Alevtiny something has puzzly trembled in the person. She has obviously guessed, with whom I speak and have understood that conversation this unusual. Having finished , I have told: "All are free. Alevtina Sergeevna, be late for a second". All have left. It remained to sit, having looked down.