You Will Take Your Hand, You Will Nestle

You will take your hand, you will nestle on it the person. It seems, and it is already possible to live further. When I simply grieve, I go on kitchen and when I very much grieve - I somehow, without gathering, it appear in a hairdressing salon and I am cut. Probably, it is an atavism - the residual phenomenon from custom from a grief to tear the hair. Not only that to me them it is short , so after all also slices, roughly. Well I do not sleep in any way at the nights. Now I lay down early - in the first to hour, and per two, three I wake up and I lie till the morning. Perhaps it is a high time - to start to accept drugs? I - not from a sleeplessness: here - one hindrance, one illness melancholy about you, bent for to you, dependence on you, well, and further, on all cases: you, you, about you, without you, with you. With what it is better to begin that in general now use the despaired: hashish? Marihuana? Anyway, all the same it is possible to live, only leaving in physical activities.