Today Was In Wood And Has Absolutely Lost

Today was in wood and has absolutely lost the way. Only for some minutes the sun has flashed, and then - and is dark, and snow has tumbled down. Also it was disturbing. But day was remembered with this ray. Certainly, I live difficultly, alone, it is closed, . Only after all such suddenly you will feel gratitude to destiny, a life for you so it you will feel! And it is called - happiness. Aha? Sometimes a dream. Then you are afraid to move - not to frighten off it in yourself, not to spill. Or - at constant stay with you - blow of any irreal force will pierce this feeling: My God, as I love you! You know, I should not meet you that in myself love: the object for the appendix of such forces was at me - already since seventeen my years. Such there was a situation, such combination at us individual qualities that all these years could not undermine in it something, in me to decolour. I have not casually gone to it when to me became so badly: I knew that this strongest of all existing means - for me.