My God Mercy, It Is Not Necessary To

My God mercy, it is not necessary to me of new lessons, I very much already understand that it is impossible the nerves foolish on the husband to break. Rescue me, the atheist the non-believer, after all you even - the robber have forgiven, when he on a cross has confessed, and I not the murderer, I the weak woman who has cracked under cargo of misfortunes. My God! Not in words business, and that I will live on conscience. Help me. My God! Help!. I do not know, whether my entreaty has reached Heavens (as to me in it to trust if all conscious life has passed in unbelief), whether Egor to full concept that is impossible for us with it so here in an another's way to live after former full dissolution in each other has ripened internally, or there was that and it, but he has understood, he has realised, he has felt my grief! And it happens when I already was in the very bottom the despair and indifference when at me already neither forces, nor desires were not even to develop and look its next gift, it is visible, road, something fur.