Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Diamond Cut Diamond. But, Maybe, The Reason Lay

Diamond cut diamond. But, maybe, the reason lay more deeply? After all Maxim was the jealous boy, and in its shower the insult ripened: in the bosom of the family he practically did not know the father and did not remember, and it was the unique centre of attention. There was then Oleg whom - you want do not want - has deprived of its monopoly for exclusiveness. Then there was Olechka, and a circle of my time intended to it, was still narrowed. And here here has entered into our life and Egor. Also has not simply taken root, but has entered as its owner. In family hierarchy Maxim was removed far back with exclusive before the central place, and my attention became, naturally, to receive is less. And its latent jealousy because still inflamed that he how we with Egor were happy the love could see, not feel. I not the psychologist to take root into secrets of its subconsciousness - not my trade, but now I am deeply assured that the insult, bitterness, jealousy, feeling on mother, envy to a stranger and other dark feelings quite irrationally grew in its small wounded soul and moved there, as a ball of venomous snakes.

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