Near To It I Felt The Woman: It

Near to it I felt the Woman: it embodied itself(himself) that idea of leadership, sincere force about which I as now has clearly understood, grieved all life! Apparently, it has felt something unusual in my sudden silence, has attentively looked at me and has suddenly asked: - And you would not like to help me with this business? - Very much even would like! I have answered earlier, than have had time to think something. So my destiny has been solved for ever. He for an instant has put the hand over mine and has told: Done! I only have nodded. Speak I could not, because in my soul there was a collapse. I have become deaf. Here have very opportunely brought meal change, all have begun it each other on plates to impose, pour wine-glasses, the hubbub has risen, began to drink in honour of the fortieth anniversary of that friend of the husband at which this New Year's drinking bout has gathered. Oleg, my husband, too said something, clinked glasses through a table, then has approached to me, has thriftily put a hand on a shoulder, something patronising broadcast.